Every day I think of you,
But it’s just a matter of time,
I can’t keep going through life like this
I will never be HIM.
I will forever love you,
Though you don’t feel the same,
You can’t help who you fall in love with,
It’s not a pick and choose game,
If I could tell you one final thing,
I wouldn’t know what to say…
I have so many things to talk about,
But my life has just decayed.
I would tell you that I loved you,
Knowing that you would care,
So I would kiss your cheek and walk away,
And that would be my dare.
I can’t keep going on like this,
My pain is just too much,
I would curl up in the corner,
Unmoving. Losing my sense of touch.
I’d let depression pull me under,
Like the sea with tidal waves,
Or hurt myself dramatically,
And join some other slaves.
I will do anything you ask of me,
Even apply a shining blade,
Let the crimson blood ooze down my neck,
My life isn’t worth the save.
I would die for you my love,
But only when you know,
I’ve never stopped loving you,
Cuz I will forever be YOURS…